‘The bad news is you’re falling through the air, nothing to hang on to, no parachute. The good news is there’s no ground.’ (Chögyam Trungpa)

Hello, I’m Jen.

I don’t know what I’m doing with my life!!!

I am trying to work out what my life is doing with me.


‘You get the heat of 100 summers

if you’re lucky. Not all so hallowed.

Mostly what comes are these midway days,

Half-sun half-rain, shapeshifting through windows

Over the rocks by the harbour’s mouth.

And the tools to build a house with.

You carry your weight until you find a way

to become yourself, a dragon,

a golden river,

a flight of fragile bees.’